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Nineteen
million Americans, says the National Institute of Mental Health, suffer
from a condition that we in the industrial world have agreed to call
chronic depression. This is a rubbery statistic: Legions more bear
their grief without the counsel of a doctor, psychiatrist or social
worker and are never diagnosed; others are treated instead for
mysterious chronic disease in order to avoid the stigma of mental
illness; some are judged to be “willfully noncompliant” and muddle
through life on the fringes of the economy. And while “it is a mistake
to confuse numbers with truth,” writes Andrew Solomon in his sweeping
meditation on the illness, The Noonday Demon: An Atlas of
Depression, “these figures tell an alarming story” that’s only
getting worse. In 1980, only 1.5 percent of the population counted
itself depressed. In two decades, that figure has more than tripled.
Do these escalating
numbers
merely represent an increased awareness about the disease, a
sensitivity to the disabling nature of depression that results in more
frequent diagnoses? And who sorts the treatment-worthy from the merely
sad? How, in fact, do we define depression? The fourth edition of the Diagnostic
and Statistical Manual (DSM-IV) — “psychiatry’s bible,”
says Solomon — “ineptly defines depression as the presence of five or
more on a list of nine symptoms.” The Comprehensive Textbook of
Psychiatry proposes analyzing urine for evidence of
neurotransmitter functions, as if the content of pee is a useful
measure of brain chemistry. Solomon throws up his hands. “The only way
to find out whether you’re depressed is to listen to and watch
yourself, to feel your feelings and then think about them. If you feel
bad without reason most of the time, you’re depressed.”
In nearly 600 pages of
writing,
all of it vivid with metaphor and thorough in detail, Solomon never
draws any more indelible boundaries around this thing called
depression. He offers up no sturdy test to assist the lay reader in
making judgments about which suicides might have been prevented or
whether a family member ought to be in psychiatric care. He contradicts
himself often and admits the bias that comes with his heritage (his
father worked at Forest Laboratories, a pharmaceutical company); he
neither endorses completely nor rejects any etiology. Which, given his
subject, is only right: As much as we want to analyze brain chemicals
like blood sugar, or to split open the cerebellum and isolate the
diseased area with a lighted pointer (“See! There it is! That’s why
you feel so bad!”), such a finite understanding of abstract moods isn’t
possible. Solomon’s refusal to come down on the side of any one
treatment or theory is not a weakness; it is, instead, what makes his
book definitive: By quoting everyone from terrorists to pharmaceutical
experts and giving weight to every treatment from drugs to meditation,
Solomon manages to give the reader a sense of depression’s
shape-shifting, protean character. It is, perhaps, a truer picture than
one could find in a scientific journal.
Depression has been blamed
on
the modern conditions of technology, stress, diet, genetics,
faithlessness, and the abuse of certain drugs, but depression as an
affliction is old enough for Hippocrates to have theorized, with
astonishing prescience, about its physical causes (the word melancholy
comes from the Greek for “black bile”). The early Roman
Christians determined that melancholia was “a turning away
from all that was holy” and regarded deep depression as “evidence of
possession,” but didn’t deny its existence: The 90th Psalm of the Roman
Catholic bible talks of a “noonday demon” that the fifth-century cleric
Cassian interpreted as a reference to melancholy. Victorian England
systematically set out to cheer up its depressives in asylums, and
finally, in the early 20th century, treated them with drugs.
The rise of psychotropic
treatments have, in fact, shaped our very thinking about mental
illness. Peter Kramer writes in Listening to Prozac that “the
success of lithium set off an explosion of precise psychiatric
diagnosis”; in the same way, the advent of mood-enchancing
pharmaceuticals such as monoamine oxidase inhibitors (which halt the
breakdown of mood-determining neurotransmitters in the digestive
system) and selective serotonin-reuptake inhibitors (which slow down
the brain’s reabsorption of serotonin) has refined medical science’s
understanding of depression. “As soon as we have a drug for violence,”
Solomon says, “violence will be considered a disease.”
Solomon rejects the notion
that
mental illness arises simply from an imbalance in that notorious trio
of neurotransmitters, norepinephrine, dopamine and serotonin. At the
same time, it’s clear from the story of his own battle with depression
that he would not have written this book — he might not have lived to
write this book — had his depression not been treated by a thoughtful
psychiatrist, with a customized cocktail of psychotropic remedies. And
of all the information packed into The Noonday Demon, the
particulars of Solomon’s own case history, which includes several
breakdowns so severe he could not eat for days, make the most
persuasive case for compassion. His depression hit “after I had pretty
much solved my problems,” he writes, “when life was finally in order
and all the excuses for despair had been used up.” His novel, A
Stone Boat, had been published to good reviews, he had bought his
first house. But after emerging from the hospital following an attack
of kidney stones, his moods began deteriorating steadily. At its low
ebb, his depression so debilitated him that he could not speak, cry or
bring himself to turn over in bed, much less get out of it. “The task,”
he writes, “seemed colossal.”
The Noonday Demon has
its beginnings in an article Solomon wrote for The New Yorker, “Anatomy
of Melancholy,” in the aftermath of his first breakdown; Solomon
subsequently expanded it in the structure of an atlas, spread over 12
chapters covering history, evolution, treatment and suicide. He
unearths insanity in nearly every stratum of society, interviews scores
of depressives, investigates history for evidence of depression and its
cures. Poverty may be an indicator of depression, as is drug addiction,
violence, anger and even, in the case of Emily Dickinson, isolation
from society and a compulsion to write poetry. Depression to Solomon is
like holiness to a Buddhist: He finds it in everything.
Unlike Kay Redfield
Jamison,
who in her memoir An Unquiet Mind depicted herself in a swirl
of adoring men and academic achievement, mitigating the stigma of her
manic-depressive illness by demonstrating that the attractive, smart
and rich can also be crazy, Solomon attacks stigma by telling his story
with an almost embarrassing candor and very little drama. He plunges
headlong into his darkest shadows. “I will never forget the feeling of
his face crumbling under my blows,” he writes of an incident following
a “falling out” with a friend he believed had betrayed him. The friend
forgave him. By the time Solomon gets to his treatise on depression and
poverty, in which he argues persuasively for a social policy that
locates and treats depression in the indigent, he has set the stage for
compassion. “In this era of welfare reform, we are asking that the poor
pull themselves up by their bootstraps,” he writes, “but the indigent
who suffer from major depression have no bootstraps and cannot pull
themselves up. Once they have become symptomatic, neither reeducation
programs nor civic citizenship initiatives can help them. What they
require is psychiatric intervention with medication and with therapy.”
Two-thirds of the way through The Noonday Demon, Solomon does
not have to convince his readers that depression is real; by the force
of his own narrative, we know. No doubt it affects the poor in equal
numbers.
“Sometimes I wish I could
see
my brain,” Solomon writes. “I’d like to know what marks have been
carved in it. I imagine it grey, damp, elaborate. I think of it sitting
in my head, and sometimes I feel as if there’s me, who is living this
life, and this strange thing stuck in my head that sometimes works and
sometimes doesn’t.
“It’s very odd,” he
concludes.
“This is me. This is my brain.” The alchemy of both, however it worked,
produced an impressive book.
THE NOONDAY DEMON: An Atlas
of Depression By ANDREW SOLOMON Scribner | 571 pages | $28
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